Wednesday.

We'll be heading back to his pops' place tomorrow. 1-2hours flight back.

I'm nervous. Cramps & Migraines isn't helping either.

I'm a new pill - Levlen Ed. Its pretty effective actually. I would recommend girls to get it. There's nothing to be ashamed about it. :)

O well, a week from now I'll turn 20.

Wow... That's pretty far out.

O yeah, Joel's been pretty upset about me mentioning my ex-girlfriend too much.

He knows I doesn't orgasm with him. I think I've been de-sensitise - too much vibrators.

'You said you had amazing sex with her. ', he said while flipping over to the other end .

'No, I didn't.... I don't remember.'

'Yes, you did.'

'Okay, its just different. We take time to foreplay and sorts.'


- The truth may just be that I'm too use to being getting off just pleasing the guy and trying to finish the whole game ASAP.

Whilst with chicks, I (or maybe We) take time to foreplay - turn on!