Monday, December 22, 2008

backwards, waywards.

Fellow readers, thanks for all the comments and support.

There's 3days left to Christmas now. We were over at Chicago yesterday. The weather was terrible.

We drove around Ohio today.

Woke up to -18.5 Celsius. It was terribly cold.

Things have been improving. But, I guess one could never let go of the past . Can they?

The angst strong headed 16 year old I was - discriminating feelings and sorts.

Only to grow older - and younger at the same time.


Falling into the predicament of every other being.

I'm tired, I'm upset, I'm hurt.

But, I can't let go.

I can't forgive.

5 comments:

JustJasmine said...

Forgiveness is rather a hard thing. Merry Christmas!

megadisc said...

when u've fallen it's even harder to let go.

keep trying dear

roysk said...

you forgive him?

Anonymous said...

Merry christmas and a happy new year

Jenny said...

merry christmas! it's the eve tmrw!!