mistakes.

I did not forgive him. Neither did I forget about the incidences..

Both siblings are finally back for Christmas. I'm glad.

I spoke to his sister hours ago. (I was somewhat high on alco - low inhibitions)

Told her how upset I was about things that happened back in the UK. And, the fight that we had.

I still "love" him the same.

She told me not leave him.

'Kate, you've been absolutely delightful to get along with. Our entire family loves you. Our Mother's really picky. But, she really likes you"


I hope all is true.

Joel said that he said the stuff he said only because he was mad at me.

We've tide over it- the runaway plus donating my belongings away incident.

I wish he didn't do that. But, I forgive him.

However, I'll never truly understand how he was able to bring himself to do such a thing.

I wish he didn't . But, he did...

Now that I've sober up... I wish I didn't tell his sister about the dissatisfaction in our relationships. I feel guilty - as if I'm going to be up for judgement.

Bad mistake.

yes? no?