Scotland.

I might be heading there this July to spend some time with Andy. However, I wonder even if I went what good would it do any of us ? (Although, extra sex would be great. :) He's that good)

Andy picked me up from work over the weekends. We had the little chat.

'Long distance relationship wouldn't work.'

'Maybe, it wouldn't . Look at what happen to Joel and I. ', I giggled.

Mom's been calling me trying to 'console' me.

It makes me chuckle everytime she says, ' It's okay, I despise him. He isn't good for you anyway. Don't get too upset and kill yourself.'

Kill myself ? That's the furthest thing from anything I would do.

Joel's not even worth a tear. Ha ha...

I'm actually pretty happy we broked up. Just means that I'm able to freely meet people who are more suited for myself.

& Just goes to show how blind he is ... And, everything that I predicted and thought was true. Me, being a checklist, whatsoever.

Mom said that Joel's just a little selfish boy hiding behind his Mom's apron. And, that if he's probably helping his Mom line her menstruation pad.

The last few time we chatted he was always with his Mom... Driving her around all day... Watching 'Confession of a Shopaholic' with her ?

I guess, his Mom must be really happy we've broken up.



Anyway, Scotland ? Maybe ?