Merry Merry go round.

The things we do ... The things we do...

To give us kicks, to prep us up. I wonder.

Its been over 2weeks since Andy has taken himself out the the equation of our lil network.

I ring him up daily. I miss him. But, what good wld it do ?

I told thiago... Maybe for once I want to live mindlessly, live in the moment... Just be happy with Andy - without thinking of the 'what-ifs' , 'what will be'...

Cause, I might be saving myself up for someone I never meet if I died tomorrow. I wonder, I wish... How being impractical can be put into the equation.

I miss you, I don't.

I loathe you, but I love you.

We wonder , we wonder.

What good will this do any of us ?