repetition

Sex, has become an almost meaningless repetition of body movement.

Do you actually enjoy it ? 

I meant, yes, Its enjoyable but once it gets beyond the 'orgasm-ed(s)'.

Okay, maybe the once in awhile intimate cuddling - with the one you desire/love (w/o the BO)

What does it really mean anymore?

I remember the first couple of 'new' jobs were the hardest. Having to 'do' those ugly toads you never had to, if it weren't for a 'cause' or for that stack of greenbacks - blue notes - whatever. 

*I'm sorry guys. The money was never easy.

 After having dinner with the ex-fling, his date & WG. 

 The ex-fling/chris and I spoke over MSN. 

 He told me he can see why I'm with WG, though we don't look very much like a couple. 

 WG's too reserved, quiet, not as out-going & terd-ish - not quite the guy he thought I would end up with.


I'll try to post the convo if I'm able to find it.