Spilling.

I'm exhausted. However, the show(life) must go on.

I've been struggling with the workload with uni quite abit. However, the exams are in Jan. That shouldn't be too rough, no ?

Boggled down with the broken engagement, lost love (Andy), being homeless, low-funds & a current relationship that maybe going no-where.

Spilling, my cup is too full. But, the flow of 'boggling problems' just keep flowing ...

I was on the phone with Mom yesterday.

She said, 'Kate, do you regret taking Uni part-time instead of Full-Time now ? You must have too much time at hand, thats you probably why you're still with WG. If you were working & doing university full-time. The story would be different.'

Maybe ?

I find WG- Weekend guy, overly "laid-back" as the aussies would say.

I guess thats the 'Australian' in him. It took forever for us to do much of anything we set out to do.

We had another fight again yesterday.

He told me to drop the 'commitment' talks. How can I ?

I've never set out to be with anyone without the Idea of getting married to them.

Or, a plan with them to end up getting married.

Okay,maybe except for Andy.

In retrospect, which might have just been a lustful great fuck, nothing more nothing less.

I just want to lie in bed whilst the busy world outside me hussle and bussle about.

Whilst, the temperature slowly - already drop below the lovely 20s.

Everything, just over-spilling.

Its 7:21am here now. I've to head off for school in a couple of hours.

Set up a few meetings with potentials again soon.

Afterall, WG refuse to commit & we're taking a break now.

I've only myself to help 'me' out.