its in you.

*I woke up today to the strangest dream. My liver was hurting again.I wonder if it was really hurting or was I just dreaming. Also, in the dream WG & I have arrived in Singapore and were travelling about.

Anyway, I wanted to talk about my devious Monday night.

So vengeance bit me hard from being ban from partying over the weekends.

I made a decision that if I don't have a good time partying this week I'll never be able to.

Also, finding out that he lied about the people he slept with previously added to my annoyance.

*yes, I know despite my cheating behavior, I'm still human and am allowed to be puritanical. 


 Plus, what you don't know won't hurt you.  No ?

Reached home at 9pm from the library,chucked 'Frida'on to the player watch it whilst I rolled and puffed a few joints + changed into my party outfit.

Sat around for that good 119mins the flim was playing,preparing for my sweet revenge break.

I called up a couple of my gay mates who always knew a good party going on any time of the week.

It was close to 1am when decided to drag my lazy butt out.

Dress in a tight scrunchy fushia pink dress Joel bought me last winter... I hit the bars like a 18year old.

I bumped into a swede I had a fling with once and bought him back - fucked him on the roof-top and told him

'thanks for the 'ride' you can leave now. sorry, I just don't like inviting people into my house.'

so, i guess once you ever ever started cheating.

'Its in you.'

Like, lost virginity.