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There's the you that makes me laugh.

There's the you that makes me cry.

Both are the same (you).

Like the 16 year old who wrote those angry rebellious words.

I guess it was just one big round after another of ' I think I've grown up'...

'I think I am smart enough'

I thought I was smart enough to dodge this conceptualize idea of modern love.

Maybe not.

I don't what it is.

Love - its derive from nothing. Ends with nothing. (maybe nothing -us bleeding)

A few more days before I depart.

I wish New year's eve didn't turn out the way it did.

We are supposingly - or have been happy for the last few days.

I've decided that I must slowly put the hurtful past behind. Afterall, I'm the one that he chose to be with.

Remember what Ethan said ?

'Kate, you deserve to be happy. Give it a shot. '

Relationships are never perfect after all.

do you meant it?

Sometimes, we utter things we don't mean at all.

I love you(s)...

I hate you(s)

I don't want to be with you no more.

Why do we say things we don't mean ?

Do we truly... truly... not feel that way ?

We had another fight last night.

I'm slowly evolving into the non-trusting girlfriend - I, myself, feel annoyed with.

Tripsalmostover.

We are at Connecticut now.

Left central NY for albany on the 4th .

Catching up with some of his childhood friends .

O yes, we went duck-pin bowling . Its really fun & strange.

NYE, wasn't exactly the best.

My wallet was stolen, I was drunk - pissed off my mind. Spewed non-stop.

Threaten to break off with him.

We're fine now. I actually feel upset that this trip is coming to an end in 2weeks time.