are you ready?

so, yes. I ended up fucking guy number one on our second date. sucks that it happened. Made me lose complete interest of him. Though his been calling me so much more often now. damn...

He even told me its cool if I needed a place during the renovation. wow... like... wtf?

Last week's been one hell of a ride... Meeting weekend guy so often. Gosh...

But, no, I'm not ready. Its not Joel nor Ex. no.1 ...

I'm just trying to find myself again after this 2-3years of being constantly leading a shared-life.

mmm...

Found this on yahoo answers

http://au.answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=Ao0ICbpD4OHkDIuqyXR0YEIJ5wt.;_ylv=3?qid=20090607135829AAEA6nz